I'm juggling 5 projects at the moment on top of my money job (they're
actually making me working at work these days. It's really weird). So lately I
haven't been giving much thought to love or the pursuit of it. It's the excuse
I've used for ... well, my whole life. I'm too busy for love. My career
comes first. Who has time to date? Blah, blah, blah. When I'm working
so hard on all of the things, why do I want add something else I
have to work on. It's just too much.
If someone wants to find a way to insert himself into my ... ahem ... life ... then by all means let him go for it.
But
for now, I'm just working hard on my projects, staying open to the people around me and trying to maintain a positive attitude (you know, like believing all this shit is worth it). I will find ways to show kindness to my fellow New Yorker and maybe
smile at the people I accidentally make eye contact with (not in that
cheesy dance team way. You know what I mean). In a few months, life will
slow back down and I can return to my pursuit.
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